trick or treat!

think of hot red tight leather tube mini dress
and knee high red hot leather boots
add devilish horns n tail
trade the serampang 3 mata with whiplash
kinky ideas n dirty thoughts
just some secret fantasy in the deepest recess of the brain of mine
dat almost come true?
*mischievous grin*

exam days woes

alreadi fall, hit by stairs la pulak ( dat's sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga) chronicles:
1. woke up late due to momentay loss of hearing of hp alarm *kelam kabut gelabi*
2. decided to walk from hostel to foothills in -1 degrees
-tak sempat dah nih kalu tunggu bus-
when in da middle of journey, the bus swifted by
*wtf?!*
3. arrive at school with hypoperfussed brain
fatigued muscle n growling stomach just in da nick of time
4. can't locate my seat!!!! *kalut2*
5.i can't answer da 1st 2 pages!!!!!
*mentally hyperventilenting*
relax dalilah, take a deep beath n lets start from behind
n work our way thru tis slowly n calmly <--self motivation mode
6. alahai sshnyer soklan2 ni
should i be planning for my elective here next summer
instead of in malaysia tanah air ku yg terchenta?
saye mau pulang!!!!!!!
huk huk huk huk huk huk huk
but on da other hand
1.it snowed last nite
*my 1st snow!*
<*_*>
n its so beautiful tis morning!
*excited yg amat sgt!!!!!*
2. Jason n James give me a bar of choc for luck in exam
*schooo sweeettt*
never mind dat i got it after da exam
it made my day n help wit da not so good feeling post-exam
thanks guys!
3. tonite grey's is on CTV so i'm ok, i'm good
-there's nothing like a dose of grey's to make my day-
4. i still have peripatetic paper tomorrow, i still have a chance to make amends n mayb i can plan for elective in malaysia next summer
aminnnnnnnn
*go for it, gambate neh!*

our lil rituals

me n pu3 have tis lil ritual back in the days of IMU
it involves pretty make ups n nice outfits n gorgeous shoes
and we do it everytime it's exam time or da day the results is out
nope, it's not retail therapy
it is simply dressing up n beautify self session
for me it started da nite before
with long shower n deep cleansing n self manicure
-yeah yeah i know i should be cramming last mins-
after days of nothing but studying n ignoring else
it really help soothes n relaxes da body n mind
makes me better prepared for wat's coming
n in da morning extra effort on da make up n careful choosing of da outfit
why we like ur lil ritual?
it gives dat extra boost of confidence
i always believe dat when u feel good about urself
u just waltz thru ur day with ease
like pu3 said ni qoute
"if u want to do it, do it with style, even if u fail ur exam"
ekekekekekeke

to Class of 2010
all da best for Course 1 Certifying Exam!

i feel so dumb

tau tak kawan-kawan
graft versus host disease itu lain dr host versus graft
nota:saya tidak tahu hinggalah blood lab just now
-berguna jugak dtg blood lab ni-
graft versus host disease atau nicknamenyer GVHD
is when immune system from da donor attacks cells of da host
contohnyer in allogenic bone marrow transplant
manakala si host versus graft pulak
is when the immune cells of recipient attacks transplanted organ
tak tau la pulak saye kewujudan host versus graft tu
-selame ni mati2 igt GVHD je wujud-
n exam is like tis THURSDAY!!!!!
erk.....i am sooooooooooooooooo dead!
*panicky panicky*
i wonder if this makes sense
equation:the more i study+the more i found out i know nothing=the more i freak out
conclusion:so i better not study?
p/s:aku mau lulus so dat i can go back tis summer
AMINNNNNNNN

baking goddesses

rushed home from my extended core sesssions
to almost crying iza at the doorstep
tonite is baking nite!!
tonite also da nite they'll announce whether raya is tomorrow or da day after
so iza want to do bahulu
which turn out to be baffins (bahulu + mufin)
n tart nenas gulung
so we start from scratch
buat jam nenas sndri
(after 2 nenas n numerous merajuk sessions sbb x pekat2)
akhirnyer berjaya la jugak buat jam
*clap clap*
due to da extended core n kepenatan mengacau jam
projek tart nenas gulung akan disambung later
regardless raye esok
owh, btw...
eid 1428H is on friday the 12th which is tommorow!
haha raye awal dr mesia~
pose 29 ari jer
lalalalalalala
there's sum confusion over dat matter act
u see, islamic info society of calgary announces eid is on friday
but fiqh society of north america said it's on saturday
after much contemplating i decide to sambut eid on friday
menarik kan? raye bley pilih2
hahahaha
okla, gonna hit da bed
tomorrow nk g semayang raye~

mishapen

sumone said once i'm a selfish bitch
the way i see it
i'm just putting myself first before other
the last few days tis need to be selfish resurfaced wit vengeance
easy irritability at da slightest , illogical reasons
i snap at a fren who ask "tak blk raye ker?"
whether tis person forgot
dat i'm now a-day-flight distance from home
or sengaja nk sakitkan ati
God only knows la
and i've been blatantly ignoring sumone
whose been nothing but wonderful
always there for me n melayan all my craps
i won't give excuses when it seems i can give thousands
so I'M SORRY
i'll catch up wit u again after all is well
n our ym prob straighten out

-dlm menjaga hati org lain, hati sendiri seringkali terbiar-

pipe cleaning

it was still dark when i left the warmth of my bed
dgn tabah mengorak langkah to school
in da cold n dark dawn of da day
but it all paid off
i watched endoscopic colonoscopy and gastroscopy today
a complete package
hahahaha
technology these days
it just amaze me

give thanks

it's a long weekend
n it's a relatively quiet weekend
it's thanksgiving weekend
yesssss!!!!!
monday cuti
i luv canada
my rumet was out of da pic for da whole weekend
so i can conquer da whole apartment n esp da kitchen
*evil laugh*
suddenly i realise dat cooking is very very therapeutic for me
domesticated me~
yesterday i made popia n kerepok lekor
n it's menjadi
yum yum yum
today i made tauhu sumbat



it taste as delicious as it looks
n da karipap is still in da making stage
thinking of doing nasi ayam tomorrow
n puding caramel
really rindu nasi ayam my mum style
i love love cooking

love at first sniff

da other day
me teman iza to market mall
to get her guess bag
so, i was wondering around while waiting her to make up her mind
when i stumble upon tis green bottle of men's fragrance



me being always a sucker for perfume
(both for guys n meself)
take just a small sniff n dushhhhhh
terus jatuh tangga bergolek2 ehhhh
jatuh cinta bau pertama
totally head over heels over n over n over again
it's smell just ahhhhhh
*swooon*
i can't really tell but
it almost make me cum rite there n then
nway, iza agrees tooo
so, go n sniff for urself
mayb da right gift 4 ur guy
on da other note
my wishlist of perfume is getting longer
lets see
i always wanted tis



n i like tis bottle



hurm, da newest one from gwen not a disappoint oso



*rambang rambang*
seme pon bau heavenly giler
maybbbbb tis boxing day sales
hurmnnnnnn

a-dick-ted

Meredith mentioned sumthing about addiction last nite
and i qoute
" In the hospital, we see addiction everyday. It's shocking how many kind of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it's just drugs, booze or cigarette. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often things that start out as just normal part of your life cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away "
" The thing about addiction is it never ends well. Because eventually whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you are there? Because no matter how badly the thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse "
oh how true
Deborah Chan says
n i qoute
" See, here’s the thing: anything can be addictive. And it’s not always easy to spot when something slips down that slippery slope from experiment to habit to addiction. Derek and Meredith thought they’d ended it. Cold turkey. White knuckle. Over. So over. Well, it wasn’t totally over. There was a bit of a hang-over. A little no-strings-attached sex. Just for old times sake. No harm, no foul. But the thing is, there is harm. Derek doesn’t like it. He wants to talk. He wants to sleep over. He wants lunch, with the woman he loved, or loves, or has some impossible to define love related interaction with. He’s settling for just the sex, cause that’s all she’s willing to indulge. But that’s only hurting him. It’s just enough of the drug to keep him hooked. Never enough to satisfy him, only enough to make him want more. And he knows. He knows he’s got a problem, but he can’t walk away "
poor Derek~
p/s:the rest of Deborah Chan's piece of mind is here

finger licking good

watched a marrow biopsy and aspiration today
*awesomeness to da max!*
patient is a dear old man who had multiple myeloma
the honours goes to Mona, med stud from Toronto
under Dr. Jenkins guidance
we did a good job obtaining a good sample
* clap clap clap*
bone marrow aspirate look a lot like blood but with fine granules
biopsy is when u took out a chunk of bone and marrow
da patient was sleeping like a baby
only to wake up briefly during aspiration
according to Dr. Jenkins
dat hurts more than biopsy
eventhough the biopsy was way too ganas
imagine poking around n korek2 tulang wit a very big needle
further info on da procedure here
*kanak2 medic bleyla start blaja yer*
enuf of adrenaline rush from medicine
i cook nasi lemak for bukak pose today!
so proud of myself
*pat on da back*
skip classes to balik masak nasi lemak
hehehehe
kes mengidam sangat la ni
slame ni tau teori jer, x pnah2 nk test
and for first timer, not bad at all
*msk bakul angkat sendiri miahahaha*



~gedang gendut tali kecapi~
~perut kenyang suka ati~
a dose of grey's n my day is complete

anxious me!

i went to bed pent up wit stress last nite
thinking or more like worrying about today's
com skill session n small grp session
mayb not so much on com skill
bcoz there's going to b fire drill and only 1 person can do history
so i went to com skill not preparing much to take history
only to find ut they cancelled the fire drill
*darn*
note:i hate doing history in imu and i dun like it any better here
anyway, life goes on
just get it on and done with
after da com skill, got few hrs of break
i soooo badly want to catch up wit nappy
*com skill start at 830am*
but got small grp sesson to prepare wit
i'm da great leader today!
*yippeeee?*
so much to read up n preparing plus i miss da lect on da topic
*tu la sape suh ponteng lect*
nway, i went into our small grp room full of semangat to lead
i have no idea where da excitement coming from but i do feel confident
skali our gorgeous *note dat gorgeous* preceptor
a general surgeon still in his scrubs takes over
not dat i mind
*wink wink*
just how gorgeous tis guy is?
u know da way they always portray da hero
in historical romance novels dat i sooo dig in?
da tall, handsome, dark hair lord
he's dat type
*cair cair*
now at i think of it da best resemblance i've ever seen is
tis enigmatic karl from love actually



*swoooonnnnnn*